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Friday, September 17th, 2004
9:46 pm
Well.. I would like for you all to know that I have a new Journal.. It is at www.VampireFreaks.com.. My SN or what ever is... Gothic_Vampyre_Cat... I would apreciate it if you would check it out.. And make a comment... Well.. Farewell.

Current Mood: accomplished
Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
6:20 pm
Guten tag.. Well enough of German for now.. Umm.. Holy fuck its been along time sense I last wrote in this journal.. -tear- I dont know it I can handle so much preasure.. -shrugs- Well.. I am cooping with my school.. -shudders- I HAVE A GAY FRIEND! HE IS AWSOME! AND MEXICAN! Lol.. Yeah, its true... And I made friends.. With some of our kind.. Well at least mine.. You know.. The goths.. More vampires.. The usual.. Well I dont know if I am up to writting anymore so, I will let you guys go.. Farewell.

Current Mood: hungry
Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
10:26 am
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Im sorry I havent updated this for a while.. I havent been online that much..

Current Mood: pessimistic
Monday, May 17th, 2004
8:16 am
Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your independant secretive and myseterious. You appear cold and distant, but hey, at least no one messes with you.
Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no
one messes with you.

What type of eyes do you have?
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Anger Dominates you, your on the edge all the time.
One word can make you blow, now im not saying
your going to go on a mass murdering spree, but
it wouldn't help to cool off. Just don't kill

What Emotion Dominates you?
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Current Mood: FUCK YOU'S GUYS!
Thursday, May 13th, 2004
8:30 am
You are a Masochist, you like to make yourself
bleed out the pain you've felt all your life.
You tend to steer away from the aveage everday
people and get yourself caught up in people
like yourself or worse.

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Current Mood: angry
Saturday, April 24th, 2004
12:38 pm
Today is another day of feeling like I have nothing to care about.. I got sleep.. Thats the only good thing. Only 2 more weeks until I get this stupid cast off.. Then I can go back to writing and drawing..

Current Mood: blah
Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
12:01 pm
Ich habe eine Katze in meinen Hosen! transelated from German to English means I have a cat in my pants.

Current Mood: artistic
Friday, April 2nd, 2004
1:54 pm
First time with a shotgun.. Clay Pigeons!
Yesturday was fun.. I got to shoot a short barreled shotgun for the first time a killed some clay pigeons.. I was the best shot out of fourteen people.. They have been shooting for at least 2 years.. most shot 5/25 I got 8/25... I might also be going to a psycho ward.. Key word.. Might.. I'm not to sure about it right now but everyone is saying that im having alot of problems latly and they might be right..

Current Mood: confused
Friday, March 26th, 2004
4:07 pm
You are a moon shadow. With the moon as your source
you are a being of great mystery. Constantly
drifting, you descend into darkness to conceal
your brokenness. You have come to believe that
you are the only one you can rely upon for
constancy and safety that you need. But those
who know how to see you find enchanting beauty
in your wistfulness and fragility. It is to
them that you should flee, for their arms are
an open haven where your true light can finally
thrive..(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for
freaking ever to create)

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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I think I like the results I got from this quiz..

Current Mood: crazy
Friday, March 12th, 2004
8:40 am
Marilyn Manson
Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...

What genre of rock are you?
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Current Mood: confused
Monday, March 8th, 2004
9:47 am
You are...Louis!!! You are a morbid pyromaniac. Yet
there is somthing about you that captivates
others. You are the most human vampire.

What Anne Rice Vampire Are You?
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Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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Current Mood: blank

Sunday, March 7th, 2004
12:26 pm
Purple Vibes
Your Energy is Purple. You are a visionary with
unmatched intuition and spiritual
consciousness. The mystical world and
unexplainable forces fascinate you. There
resides in you a true dignity and nobility, and
others see you as a worthy leader, and loyal
friend. You are often very mature, with a deep
understanding of human nature, and you will
instinctively encourage and guide others toward
their full potential.

You find it natural to express yourself
aesthetically and artistically, you may be
involved in the artistic professions, a
religious organization, or in activities that
have a degree of ceremony and ritual. You would
make a good therapist, healer, psychic, or

What color is your energy?
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Bondage Bear
Bondage Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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Ok. You are one hell of an angel. You are a
vampirish angel. You murder in the night, and
are quite proud of your achievements. You have
a naturally blood thirsty and malevolent mind.
But that's just you. You are dark and powerful,
if a little blood thirsty. You are both and
angel and a vampire. But you will never be
either. You feed from the innocent, and glide
away from the world of mortals. You are unique,
and have a gift for poetry. You are
manipulative, and are cunning and quick minded.
You are a sharp person. One that should never
be under estimated, and if you are, that person
will be your next feed. Congrats. You are
certainly original. Extremely rare and one of a

But you might want to lessen on the blood. You
might destroy the world at this rate.

What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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Current Mood: artistic
Friday, March 5th, 2004
11:22 am
Tis an ice dragon breathes...when the first snowflake doesnt melt....
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!

What elemental dragon are you?
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Current Mood: confused
11:07 am
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Current Mood: confused
Friday, February 20th, 2004
12:33 pm
I hate this week.. I just found out two days ago that my girlfriend got hit by a car.. She has 5 bruises on her brain, two pelvic fractures and bruises all along her right leg.. Everyone thinks she should get out of the hospital now but I say wait..

Current Mood: angry
Monday, January 26th, 2004
12:26 pm
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.

**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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12:19 pm
You're Anti! Anti human to be excact. You can't
stand humans, so you try to avoide them what so
ever. You're not in a group. You try to stay
away from everyone, but that's quite a task in
this world full of humans.

What kind of group person are you?
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I fucking hate humanity.. There is nothing worse then someone trying to figure you out or someone following you. I wish they would all go to their fucking graves..

Current Mood: Annoyed, anti-social.
Friday, December 26th, 2003
6:40 pm
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Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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A Loud Guitar Solo: You are the wild one! Loud
noises and chaotic scenes are in your
preference. You have a sense of adventure that
is truly yours alone. Whether your at a concert
or at home enjoying a thunderstorm, you are
bold and beautiful! Rock On! (please rate my

What Sound Are You?(now w/ pics)
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Current Mood: artistic

6:05 pm
Yeah, shit. I haven't updated this for a long time. Well, I went to see the movie Tourqe today. It had some badass action sequences. But thats me, It's sad, I hate all people, that includes the "Pigs".

-Fuck the police.

I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Current Mood: Amused, angry, bored, lonely
Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
8:38 am
God, yesturday and today suck. My memories have been coming back and most of them are of suicide. Yesturday my friend wanted to commite suicide and for some reason, I got that urge to do it. -shrugs- Anyways, I've been feeling shitty lately.

Current Mood: Guilty and regretfull
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